Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Meu Adam =)

I lived the best 18 days of my life because of Adam! That's why I just want to thank him for everything he means to me: he makes me smile even in my darkest days and he's also so sweet and lovely! I feel loved by him in every single way.
We know for sure that our relationship is possible because we have each other to hold, to trust, rely on and this is more clear since we met in real.
My time with Adam was so wonderful and I'm sure we learned a lot with each other when we were camping, climbing waterfalls, walking in caves, watching movies together or even buying food - being with him was something I will never forget and I'm sure we'll have more time to spend in the future.
I miss him, miss the way he looked at me, the way he played with my hair and everything about him, he's everything I always dreamed.
Thanks Adam for making me happy. I can not live without knowing you are there for me. I am happy with you and I want to be like this until the end of forever. Eu te amo.
Eu vivi os melhores 18 dias da minha vida por causa do Adam! E é por isso que eu quero agradece-lo por tudo que ele significa pra mim: ele me faz sorrir mesmo nos dias mais tristes e ele também é tão doce e amável! Eu me sinto amada por ele em cada momento da minha vida.
Nós sabemos com certeza que nosso relacionamento é possível porque nós temos um ao outro para abraçar, confiar, e isso se torna mais claro desde que nos encontramos pessoalmente.
O tempo que passei com o Adam foi tão maravilhoso e eu tenho certeza que aprendemos um com o outro: quando estávamos acampando, escalando cachoeiras, andando em cavernas, assistindo filmes juntos ou até mesmo comprando comida - estar com ele é algo que eu nunca irei me esquecer e eu tenho certeza que teremos mais tempo juntos no futuro.
Eu sinto falta dele, sinto falta do jeito que ele olhava pra mim, do jeito que ele brincava com meu cabelo e tudo que diz respeito a ele, ele é tudo que eu sempre sonhei.
Obrigada Adam por me fazer feliz. Eu não posso viver sem saber que você está aí por mim. Eu sou feliz com você e quero ser até o fim do pra sempre. I love you.


Tuesday, May 26, 2009

True love

We havent updated this blog for awhile. But I guess we stopped for a little bit, because Larissa and I finally met! We kind of forgot about this blog for a bit. But this blog is still really important to me. My relationship with Larissa has become much more exciting. Now that ive been to Brasil to meet with her, I feel a deeper love with her, and now we are much closer than what we were before. Spending time with Larissa in Brasil, opening my eyes up to her even more, made me feel lucky, and excited about our relationship. everything felt like a dream while I was there, just driving to her house was very cool and the landscape was beautiful. When I think of my best memories, I think of us walking into town, sitting on benches, holding eachother and talking, giving her piggy back rides, dancing with her at parties, and she loved to do everything! She was so happy to try everything. When I kissed her and looked at her for the last time at the airport...ecspecially when I let go of our last hug, it was like a piece of me felt missing. Because of her and being in Brazil it opened me up to a new culture and a new way of living. The people there are humble, they care about family and morality, atleast I know the Hirosse family and thier friends do a lot. This is the type of people ive always wanted to be around, because these are important characteristics to me in life.

Larissa to me is the best thing that couldve happened to me. When I look back at all the things weve been through together, with both our parents dieing within 2 months of eachother, I just want to protect her, look at the stars with her and no matter how big the world is when we look up at the sky, and no matter how small we are, I feel safe cause im with her.