Saturday, March 28, 2009

These last 5 months have been so great, and have meant a great deal to me. I love lala with all my heart. I think the best thing about our relationship is that through webcam, we have gotten so close, because we have built our relationship upon a foundation a lot of people never take the effort on....but we have done it....because we care so much for eachother....and we can make our lives better for eachother. I think Larissa is one of the most beautiful people I know, inside and out. When she smiles at me....I get butterflies, and I never want to lose that. These days that im with her in Brasil...will be the best for me....its a long time to spend with eachother, and every moment will be special to me. I just want to feel her touch.......and feel her mere PRESENSE......Ive waited for this day for so long and I cannot wait!! :)

Friday, March 27, 2009

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you were so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks and I'm trying to get
Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my
Nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
I like peaceful melody
Its your godforsaken right to be loved love loved love

So i won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait i'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, i'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in
the mirror
And bendin' over backwards just to try to see it
My breath fogged up the glass
So i drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i'm sayin is there ain't no better
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the
Its what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

What moves us

I have recently met girls from all over Brazil who are living the same exciting experience as me and we are trying to figure out how things will end up. Everybody knows that a LDR is not something we can easily handle because it is special, sometimes sweet sometimes not, but most of the time it's something we feel like fighting for.
And why does it happen? I wish I had all the answers to the questions of my heart but the only thing I am sure of is: We need to try, no matter if there's an ocean or a whole continent between us, we have to see each other even if it means taking the risk.
I am ready to take the risk because he worth it. He showed me how to keep faith and I am a believer because of him. I believe in our long distance love because at the same time I can't feel any distance between us. Our story is too beautiful to fail. So, we won't let it go.

Saturday, March 14, 2009


Im so excited to see lala, she is everything in my life right now. She always makes me feel good inside..even when im just thinking about her, and no one can replace that for me...I dont care how far I have to go to see her, cause I love her more than anything, and she is something I could never find here.